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by RytelCSF
17 Dec 2016, 12:55
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Why do all the things I enjoy have to be things that I'm too stupid to do with any amount of competency and thus I can never do comfortably.
by RytelCSF
17 Dec 2016, 08:19
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Qwerpline tote question
Replies: 4
Views: 1130

Re: Qwerpline tote question

Same. I was confused for a second, then I thought "Oh, it's a discount calendar, from that one episode. That's great."

At this point you should probably just run with it. :D
by RytelCSF
07 Dec 2016, 11:23
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

I think it is fine and good (at least the idea and intent; I think a lot of how it functions could be improved on, but it's a fairly new project so that may come with time.) But I can't trust myself to not abuse the system. It's one thing to be able to be open about who I am and what I'm struggling ...
by RytelCSF
07 Dec 2016, 09:02
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

No offense, but I've heard too many bad things about 7cups to trust it. I don't think LGBTAI stuff would help. I'm always being asked to quantify what I am to legitimize myself when I barely know in the first place. I like the shelter in theory, but in practice? I'm not convinced it does anything. I...
by RytelCSF
09 Nov 2016, 06:11
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Any chance that I can ever afford mental healthcare is likely to evaporate. I'm still afraid to make my sexual preferences public, living in an area where "faggot" is still common parlance and the Orlando shooting was frequently a punchline. I want to fight, but I don't know how, or even i...
by RytelCSF
10 Oct 2016, 11:17
Forum: LoadingReadyRun Streams
Topic: AFK
Replies: 133
Views: 19414

Re: AFK

I'm interested in Risk Legacy just to see how hard the chat lobbies for renaming the European continent Snorsh.
by RytelCSF
07 Oct 2016, 12:51
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

All I do aside from work is watch streams, Let's Play videos, listen to podcasts, check out fanworks... My whole life is watching other people enjoy themselves, knowing that's as close as I can get. I can't do it anymore. There's nothing there for me. You can't even say that it'll "get better,&...
by RytelCSF
01 Oct 2016, 19:57
Forum: Video Games
Topic: Fallout 4 - Qwerpline
Replies: 3
Views: 1268

Re: Fallout 4 - Qwerpline

I feel like it wouldn't be Nsburg without somehow modding in an infestation of Radcoons.
by RytelCSF
22 Sep 2016, 18:04
Forum: Qwerpline
Topic: Qwerpline - Live at PAX West 2016
Replies: 4
Views: 4094

Re: Qwerpline - Live at PAX West 2016

I know you guys mentioned "partial canon," but I want as much of this to be canon as possible. (Especially the health inspector's name. :P )

I've gotten used to most of Qwerpline's weirdness, but "Richter Breakfastslam" still threw me completely off guard.
by RytelCSF
19 Aug 2016, 17:07
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

In short, I became the Family Disappointment. I transferred from a university to a community college because I couldn't handle the stress, dropped out of that when I wasn't certain what I wanted to do with my life, stumbled from crappy job to crappy job aimlessly for a while before attending vocatio...
by RytelCSF
19 Aug 2016, 15:05
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

I understand what you're saying, and I agree, but that's not what the problem is right now or why I feel so awful. I know I'm not useless. There are definitely things I'm good at, and there are definitely things I know I've worked hard on to either become better at, or to struggle through mental ill...
by RytelCSF
19 Aug 2016, 13:15
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

I don't even know if I can explain it properly without breaking down right now. I'm having a hard time just typing this. But... my life has been defined by disappointing people, letting them down, and not meeting their standards, and I'm just so tired of it.
by RytelCSF
19 Aug 2016, 08:01
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

I will never be good enough.
by RytelCSF
30 Jun 2016, 15:11
Forum: Qwerpline
Topic: Qwerpline Ep16 - Full of Weiners
Replies: 8
Views: 2508

Re: Qwerpline Ep16 - Full of Weiners

So we've gone from a single brown thrum in Nsburg being extremely rare to now an entire nest of them taking up residence inside Mr. Therpston's shin. Are we escalating toward something? Is this part of the divine vengeance Sadie kept trying to warn us about? Are we about to bear witness to a plague ...
by RytelCSF
30 Jun 2016, 15:05
Forum: Qwerpline
Topic: Qwerpline Ep12 - Seemingly At Random
Replies: 14
Views: 3153

Re: Qwerpline Ep12 - Seemingly At Random

My headcanon: The "Curse of 73" refers not to the year 1973, but to an incident in 2002 where then-Second Turnstile for the Literal Tigers, Sebastian Hall, was struck with a Therpston County record 73 sideballs over the course of a single game, requiring a weeks-long hospital stay and faci...
by RytelCSF
29 Jun 2016, 05:19
Forum: Magic: The Gathering
Topic: Eldritch Moon Nicknames
Replies: 15
Views: 1766

Re: Eldritch Moon Nicknames

Hanweir, the Writhing Township - The Boys Are The Town
Coax from the Blind Eternities - Share a Coke with Emrakul
by RytelCSF
28 Jun 2016, 12:44
Forum: LoadingReadyRun Streams
Topic: LoadingReadyLIVE [the show, not the channel]
Replies: 44
Views: 7023

Re: LoadingReadyLIVE [the show, not the channel]

I've been watching LRR-produced videos for... *checks* around eight years now (really? dang), and have at some point seen the vast majority of their weekly sketches. As such, I've seen nearly the full evolution of LRR, as they've progressed from being just a bunch of friends dicking around with a ca...
by RytelCSF
25 May 2016, 08:46
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Where is "here" though? These forums I don't really think much of anymore, no offense, because the community has realistically moved past them. Instead we have the DB chat, fixtures on Twitch, and probably a bunch of others I'm not even aware of. Twitch isn't so bad because there's so many...
by RytelCSF
25 May 2016, 08:09
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Why can't I trust anyone? Online chats and communities shouldn't terrify me. But they do. And before anyone mentions I join anything LRR community-related, that is specifically what terrifies me. Especially because everyone says it's a friendly community. But I can't trust that. Every online communi...
by RytelCSF
14 May 2016, 14:58
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Okay so, update. I wasn't fired. In fact, my supervisor (not the boss who texted me, she's one level above him) made sure to let me know that as soon as I came in. We discussed the situation, and we both agreed that I was performing poorly in my current position, which is contributing heavily to the...
by RytelCSF
12 May 2016, 08:39
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

So on Monday I had a panic attack at work, which my boss was understandably displeased about. On Tuesday nothing happens and she doesn't say anything to me, then Wednesday and Thursday (today) are my days off. This morning I got a text from my boss telling me not to come in on Friday and "we'll...
by RytelCSF
08 May 2016, 13:56
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

I want to agree with you, but I feel like if it was a legitimate issue, I wouldn't get responses ranging from "just mute them" at best to "git gud" at worst from literally everyone I've ever vented about this to. I'll be over it once the hype dies down like I always am. It just s...
by RytelCSF
08 May 2016, 12:41
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

It's not "real" because it's basically the mental illness equivalent of #FirstWorldProblems. It's not serious, it doesn't impact my life in any meaningful way, it just... kinda sucks. That's it.
by RytelCSF
08 May 2016, 12:08
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2944
Views: 173544

Re: The depressing depression thread

Another popular multiplayer game release, another twinge of guilt and anxiety from me knowing that I'll want to play it but can't due to a fear of being mocked by online strangers. It's worse these days, too. You never know who's a streamer, who's popular... It's not just the person on the other sid...
by RytelCSF
05 Apr 2016, 14:08
Forum: Qwerpline
Topic: Qwerpline Ep13 - March Marchness
Replies: 13
Views: 2606

Re: Qwerpline Ep13 - March Marchness

I do wonder, if the winner of March Marchness is the first parade to enter the Shaughnessy Turnpike, then it's ostensibly a race, yet they all seem to be moving at the standard parade speed of "slow," so is this like a racewalking thing? Are there judges posted every few dozen yards and st...

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