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by Tinasaur
12 Apr 2016, 14:33
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Dutch guy, here's another link for first post: http://www.buzzfeed.com/hnigatu/comics-that-capture-the-frustrations-of-depression#.hi2q2jxwa Good link, number 18 made me cry. I wrote the beginning of this a long time ago, and believe I posted it in the Share Your Art thread, but later on I sat down...
by Tinasaur
30 Mar 2016, 08:37
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Current Musical Obsession!
Replies: 551
Views: 32470

Re: Current Musical Obsession!

OOMPH!
A german industrial metal band. They have a rich backlog and their greatest hits have awesome music videos. I don't know that much german but I'm learning a lot by listening and reading the translation of the lyrics.
by Tinasaur
26 Mar 2016, 13:33
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Thanks for your support everyone.
by Tinasaur
25 Mar 2016, 02:50
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

The world would truly be a sadder place without you. Is there anything you want to talk about? Thank you for your kind words. I was encouraged to talk yesterday so I'm feeling brave enough to share a bit. I've been having bouts of serious thoughts of suicide and if I'd had a surefire way I might've...
by Tinasaur
23 Mar 2016, 14:38
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

I've been plagued by thoughts of killing myself.
by Tinasaur
08 Mar 2016, 13:16
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Politics and the Vague Fear of Something Called Donald Trump
Replies: 191
Views: 18101

Re: Politics and the Vague Fear of Something Called Donald T

Maybe it's old news by now but if you haven't seen Last Week Tonight from last sunday, here's the video about Donald Trump.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnpO_RTSNmQ
by Tinasaur
16 Feb 2016, 00:04
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

I'm so frustrated, I can't keep myself under control. I try to stay healthy, I try to study, I try keeping myself occupied and not succumb to the anxiety.. I try and I try, and I fail and I'm so tired of failing.
by Tinasaur
10 Feb 2016, 00:40
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Share your Art with the world!
Replies: 1858
Views: 91758

Re: Share your Art with the world!

Very nice character portraits Deedles, it makes me ponder if I don't feel like drawing something other than swirls and lines. It's been years now..
by Tinasaur
07 Feb 2016, 23:43
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The Dream Thread
Replies: 652
Views: 35601

Re: The Dream Thread

In my dream I was sick with high fever and stuff so I go to the hospital. The nurse at the counter checks my ID to let me in, but apparently I had went to Ukraine nine years ago, gotten accused of being high on drugs, but defended myself by saying I was only having fun laughing at LRR. The nurse say...
by Tinasaur
03 Feb 2016, 08:52
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The thread of win
Replies: 7651
Views: 205704

Re: The thread of win

I was out for a walk today and a random person came up to me and said I looked great.
by Tinasaur
03 Feb 2016, 08:49
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Danielle Pepin wrote:My previous post here reminded me of the bike analogy to so many things in life and even life itself.


Since I frequent this thread I've seen a lot of your posts here and I feel they're like a breath of fresh air. You're really trying to help people and you're very nice for doing so. *hugs*
by Tinasaur
31 Jan 2016, 08:51
Forum: Video Games
Topic: OpenMW - Morrowind Remade
Replies: 1
Views: 1094

OpenMW - Morrowind Remade

For anyone who is interested in replaying Morrowind, there is a total remake of the engine at https://openmw.org/en/ and it's working real smooth. The project is continually updated and it works with most mods.
by Tinasaur
31 Jan 2016, 08:29
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Thank you for the advice Danielle Pepin. I should talk about my problems, it's just hard not to judge myself right now and that makes it difficult opening up. RytelCSF, I feel for you. Though alcohol isn't my drug of choice I feel we're in similar situation of having problems dealing with reality. I...
by Tinasaur
26 Jan 2016, 14:01
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

I can't cope with my everyday life at this point and I'm making bad decisions trying to escape the pain and anxiety.
by Tinasaur
25 Jan 2016, 14:19
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: New Desert Bus Chat/IRC
Replies: 10
Views: 1445

Re: New Desert Bus Chat/IRC

I had the same problem after I'd closed the window since I got disconnected by my computer going into sleepmode, but after a while it just connected by itself again.
by Tinasaur
25 Jan 2016, 10:58
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How are you feeling... in song
Replies: 511
Views: 36707

Re: How are you feeling... in song

A thousand times Try to fake it Just another liar It's the wall that we are building All the things that we made wrong Don't hate yourself if you walk away You reach, but nothing's there Time and time again Colors fade from black to grey How come we walk a mile Just to shatter what we love? Eyes wid...
by Tinasaur
22 Jan 2016, 04:52
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Bill.
Replies: 84
Views: 7415

Re: Bill.

In all the sketches he made me laugh and that's what I'll be remembering. My condolences to his family and friends.
by Tinasaur
17 Jan 2016, 14:46
Forum: Video Games
Topic: Gaming General Chat Thread
Replies: 2184
Views: 105933

Re: Gaming General Chat Thread

So I finally beat Civilization V on Deity difficulty. It took a while but I've managed diplomatic, domination and science victory. It's been fun trying out strategies and watching let's plays while playing myself.
by Tinasaur
17 Jan 2016, 14:21
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Thanks MrL :)

I feel I could go on and on about everything that's messed up right now but I'm just at the point where I feel talking about it won't help solve anything. I'm thinking that's a bad place to be.
by Tinasaur
17 Jan 2016, 14:09
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Share your Art with the world!
Replies: 1858
Views: 91758

Re: Share your Art with the world!

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by Tinasaur
15 Jan 2016, 00:30
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

My therapist said to call him if it got worse, so I called today. He gave some simple practical advice on what to do, like just go outside and breathe for a minute, have someone come over, that sort of thing. But when he hung up I felt it just made me angry. I'm so tired of just taking these advices...
by Tinasaur
02 Dec 2015, 11:09
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Thanks for your replies all of you, it's given me a lot to think about. I've gotten discouraged in my social interactions lately. I found out that former classmates of mine were taking the same course as I am and I mustered the courage to go talk to them. After our first encounter though they've bee...
by Tinasaur
29 Nov 2015, 15:00
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

I think about posting here every now and then but I don't. I saw people talk about a chat as DB ended and I thought, I should go there, but I didn't. I keep telling myself I want to be social and get new friends, but the way I've behaved I think it's more like I want to want it. Should I fight my in...
by Tinasaur
27 Oct 2015, 06:51
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The depressing depression thread
Replies: 2939
Views: 152789

Re: The depressing depression thread

Yesterday I signed up for the programming course I failed to complete two years ago and I've been doing my best to suppress a panic attack all day. I've read through my notes from last time and the more I read the more I'm convinced I won't make it. It feels like the medications I've been on since t...
by Tinasaur
14 Oct 2015, 14:15
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Current Musical Obsession!
Replies: 551
Views: 32470

Re: Current Musical Obsession!

Ever since I was a kid I've liked listening to emotional music. My mom hated it, she thought the "sad" songs made my depressed mood worse, but listening to music that confirms and expresses my emotions has always been essential even as my preference in genres changed over the years. I gues...

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