I'm not going to say any more than this, I'm a quiet person by nature. Due to people being so.. aggressive with me when I was young, no friends, etc. Not the point. Also, didn't read the whole thing, I'm kind of dylexic, I skim things, it's a problem, don't worry about it, but apologies if I'm missi...

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I'm done. I tried to stick in there. I tried. I really did. I can't do it anymore. Tired of feeling like an outsider in groups of other outsiders. Tired of being confined to my room. Tired of people pretending to care. Tired of pretending like I do. So I'm out. Permanently. Maybe this gets deleted, ...

Here's my picks. We Didn't Playtest This At All/Fluxx : Silly card games for silly people. Playtest is a very fast game and rounds can last less than a minute. It's all about what silliness will happen. For example there is a card one can pull that says something like, "Play this if someone is ...

If you think that other people can't help you, do you think you could work on the problem yourself? I mean like create your own therapy, a weekly schedule of acticvities? See, it's kind of difficult for me. I used to like, really really care about things. I listened to every new album that came out...

There surely is a lot of people who would be happy to help you - they may just not know that you need help. On top of that you can always count on help of professionals; there is no shame in visiting a therapist. It's not from lack of people knowing, both my family and "friends" know. Onl...

I was told I could blurt all this out. So I am. I wrote this several months ago. Before I stopped playing League of Legends, which was the only thing that distracted my mind. Now I mostly just sit around on my couch. Not eat. Not really do much of anything, but tune into streams and pretend the peop...