Thanks, Alex Steacy, for both putting this thread here and for being a great supporter.

He's on now for a bit.

... No I will not do anything I'm just... REally not in a good spot right now.... NO need to call authorities.. I'm just in a funk that's all... Are you aware that Desert Bus community irc (not the twitch chat but the all year only irc one) has moved to a different server? It's now at irc.dbcommuni...

AdmiralMemo and Dutch Guy: ....and yet everyone remembers the jingle to Double-Mint gum from like 20 years ago not even being a consumer of it or even liking the sound of the jingle. It's not the things we want to remember the most for some reason. Elomin Sha: Valentine's is just another day and mos...

Darkobra, I approve of your taste in bearded women.

Phi, you may have tried already but exercise may help somewhat if you're able to get that far out of bed... Hope you feel better soon.

Joy, I'm being sent back to a doctor to have my meds reviewed again. Been feeling really terrible the last month or so, and so my psychologist is saying this should be looked at. Mostly torn between feeling really alone, or just completely indifferent to everything. Really, really didn't help havin...

After going out and trying to meet new people, get involved, not be quite so desperately, soul-crushingly lonely I have come to the conclusion that I am completely repugnant. I seem to be the guy that sucks all life and fun out of a conversation/event. People can just about tolerate me if they have...

Robo4900, Yes that's good!

I want to mention a book in case it wasn't brought up earlier while I'm thinking of it. That book is How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie. http://www.amazon.ca/How-Win-Friends-Influence-People/dp/0671027034 It has a lot of tips in it for making your interesting side show by showi...

Thanks, Robo4900, the only bit I'd change is including the bit where his hat rim flips up at the end of it which adds to the silly look of it.

This is why mental health sector needs more resources. If the professionals he's talked to haven't been doing nearly as much as I've done there need to be more people that know the right things to say...not that a professional would make a good friend necessarily as many of them probably get told to...

I just received a message on twitch which I can only assume is from Mister_Blue_Sky claiming that after a year of trying in "this community" (which I can only assume is twitch chat...possibly forums?...I know it's not DB cause he was only in there a few days by what I saw). The message ind...

With caption.

Thanks for sharing this!

auberginequeen, I'm both surprised and infuriated that the psychiatrist was so quick to dismiss it. The system must have them spread so thin that they don't feel like they can take the time to focus on giving you all the attention you need while they have you there. Best thing I ever heard was from ...

I hope more SSRI's are made that can be taking safely by people who have heart conditions too.

Feeling a surge of self-doubt and weakness. That I am a failure that is not good at anything, does not belong anywhere or with anyone. I wrote this vague thing, as it helps me let it out: Phi, your poetry is quite moving. That last line gets me because depression makes people feel as though no one ...

My previous post here reminded me of the bike analogy to so many things in life and even life itself. Since I frequent this thread I've seen a lot of your posts here and I feel they're like a breath of fresh air. You're really trying to help people and you're very nice for doing so. *hugs* *hugs ba...

RytelCSF wrote:I wish I had a valid reason not to hate myself.

Just wanting to not hate is a reason in itself. Wanting is the first step to doing...or in this case stop doing.

My previous post here reminded me of the bike analogy to so many things in life and even life itself. For anyone having trouble sticking with things AND especially for anyone that hasn't learned to ride a bike yet or hasn't heard this analogy before. And no of course I'm not suggesting that knowing ...

I'd love to see Alex saying "PUSSYFELTCHER" as gif and/or a as a vine with the audio on it. I'm not even sure I'd be able to obtain video to work with it from youtube anymore...

https://youtu.be/6jw6EdKwZ7U?t=269

Edited after more thought: Sorry if I'm stating what seems obvious to most but something happened AGAIN today which makes me think some people don't know this yet and need to know it. >.< If people go to a chat to try and get anything out of it social or otherwise, I don't understand how they would ...

Phi, cute! What's her name?

Phi wrote:A new photo from today. I couldn't feel my feet, but the result is worth it.

I like it...also it makes me crave pie.

I can't cope with my everyday life at this point and I'm making bad decisions trying to escape the pain and anxiety. If you want to elaborate or talk about it, here is good place. There's pm if you prefer too. Was just talking to someone earlier about coping strategies and remembered I've learned a...