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So, last minute things got in the way of us getting together tonight but I still feel great about this. I don't think I've been this excited about someone and felt that they were just as excited about me.

Last night she stole my iPod while I wasn't looking and changed the home screen to a picture of her. I have left it like this, because it's too awesome not to. She also changed the language on it to Japanese. I changed that back.

So we've seen each other a couple more times. We have a lot of fun, and I think she really likes me.

My only worry at the moment is (apart from her bi-polar disorder and past suicide attempt which, though I don't hold it against her in any way, I know will be a conversation we're going to have at some point), I'm not sure exactly what we are. I know she's bisexual, and that she and her best friend like to kiss each other, (I'm basically ok with that at this stage, we've only been seeing each other a week), I know she's had casual sex with people she knows, and because of all this I'm not sure exactly how she sees me. I know she likes me, and I like her, and that's great fun right now, but I don't know if I'm something special, or just another in a line. I can deal with whatever the answer is, but not knowing makes me a little nervous.

That said, we have a lot of fun together. And I do like her. And that's good for now.

Yesterday Bebop and I went to a restaurant and had pancakes with ice-cream Afterwards we played Borderlands and kicked some zombies's ass. Perfect day! (feels super happy)

Here's looking at you kid.

Watched Casablanca recently I reckon, huh?

No but I'm reading The Big Sleep. I have a fever and the prescription is more Bogart.

Great! Haha, though I hope you don't mean you have an actual fever!

Saw a cute girl in the uni labs today, told her she looked adorable and got a thank you and a smile for it. Now desperately resisting the urge to stalk her facebook.

I've been checking out FB lately and from what I can gather the only way other people can tell whether you're logged in or not is if you have chat activated, right?

If I need to come down there with a rolled up newspaper and a goat, I will. No stalkee!

Bebop Man wrote:I've been checking out FB lately and from what I can gather the only way other people can tell whether you're logged in or not is if you have chat activated, right?

Exactly. It's why I have chat always off. If I go on to check a message, I don't want 30 people thinking "NOW'S the time to ask him a million questions! He's not answered for 6 seconds! Why's he ignoring me?! I'll message him more and make aimed statuses about how he's ignoring me!"

I fucking hate Facebook and I'd get rid of it now if I could.

Why can't you though? I made an account a couple of weeks ago because they kind of forced me at work but the second I don't need it any more I'm planning on shutting it down. I liked being a no-FB person. Now if I look for someone on FB and can't find them I envy them.

Because there's a girl I talk to who ONLY uses Facebook. I got rid of it, she never got on any other messenger, never called, never texted, nothing. Got Facebook back 2 months later and "Where were you?!" I also get constant texts and people turning up at my door asking why I unfriended them! When I say "I got rid of Facebook", I get "Well get it back! How am I supposed to talk to you?!"

What the fuck do you MEAN how?! The very fucking way you're doing it now!

I also have to use it as part of my promotion for my music school. Which is fun.

Much as there is a LOT of crap on Facebook, it has actually been a very useful networking tool. I have gotten work through Facebook, and gotten other people work through Facebook.

I hate the drama that it generates, but I can't say that it's not made certain aspects of my life better and easier.

And she just added me on Facebook.

Engage panic mode.

Panic mode engaged.

GYAH!

EDIT: And she's apparently in a relationship. Disengage panic mode, engage gif.

Not to condone stalkiness but any chance she just says she's in a relationship to deject other stalkers?

Darkobra wrote:When I say "I got rid of Facebook", I get "Well get it back! How am I supposed to talk to you?!"

I would go really creative (or sarcastic) when answering if I were you.

Lyinginbedmon wrote:And she just added me on Facebook.

Engage panic mode.

Panic mode engaged.

GYAH!

EDIT: And she's apparently in a relationship. Disengage panic mode, engage gif.

Sorry to interrupt the flow of this conversation but... Is that a ginger Daniel Radcliffe??

It's his true form.

Oh come on that's a very dark shade of auburn, tops.

Oddly enough he looks slightly better as a ginger.

That shirt made me vomit.

I'm trying to figure out what he's holding in his hand.

Dry wipe pen. Very thick. Gold case, black lid.

Alternatively: A vial of my vomit.

Bebop Man wrote:Not to condone stalkiness but any chance she just says she's in a relationship to deject other stalkers?

Possibly but contemplation of that thought might send me into an infinite loop.

viscomica wrote:Oddly enough he looks slightly better as a ginger.

Almost everyone looks better as a ginger. The amount of anti-ginger sentiment is the biggest mystery of all times.